f i r s t s
First best friend: Doug Rosenfeld
First car: 1989 Acura Legend...my dad sold it "for me" but i dont think i ever got the money
First self purchased album: i dont think ive ever bought an album for myself...i always get the money from my parents :)
First funeral: Great Grandma Lucille
First pets: Reuben and Beasue (siamese cat and husky/german sheperd)
First piercing/tattoo: none
First credit card: none
First big trip: Hawaii. when i was 3. there might have been one b4 that but would have been too young to remember it
First music you remember hearing in your house: the who. i must have been somewhere in the order of 2 years old cause it was in my oldest house

l a s t s
Last cigarette: None
Last car ride: home from soccer practice
Last good cry: mid to late july when someone stopped talking to me...and for about 2 weeks sporatically thereafter
Last library book checked out: "code breaking"
Last beverage drank: coke at subway
Last food consumed: subway
Last crush: hannah
Last phone call: genny
Last time showered: last night (im going to shower again in about 5 minutes
Last shoes worn: soccer cleats (nike total 90iii's)
Last item bought: food
Last annoyance: talking to someone that i love so much but know i shouldnt
Last time wanting to die: same period as "last good cry". they kinda go together...less wanting die. more wanting to dissappear
Last time scolded: when i got home from trombone today and then again while i was typing this

r e l a t i o n s h i p s
01. who are your best friends? peter.
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
01. where is your favorite place to shop? costco!!!
02. any tattoos or piercings? nope

s p e c i f i c s
01. do you do drugs? Nope
02. what kind of shampoo do you use? umm...depends on what they have at costco
03. what are you most scared of? demons. dying unloved
04. what are you listening to right now? jars of clay
05. where do you want to get married? in a church with REAL PEWS. mariners is great but we have no pews
06. how many buddies are online right now? dunno. not on aim
f a v o u r i t e s
01. colour: blue, orange, the combination of the two, green, and black
02. food: pizza, grapes, oranges, italian food in general, mexican food in general, taco bell
03. boys' names: nothing too popular...but not too strange
04. girls' names: same as above
05. subjects in school: jazz, phyics
06. animals: llamas. camels, dogs, cats, monkeys, sloths (theyre really cute) etc..
07. sports: soccer, running
08. perfume: umm......

h a v e | y o u | e v e r
01. given anyone a bath? my dog and my friend's cats
02. smoked? yes. 2 hits of a friends cigarette
03. bungee jumped? nope
04. made yourself throw up? No
05. skinny dipped? no
06. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? nope. i dont cry often enough to know how to force it
07. pictured your crush naked? No
08. actually seen your crush naked? NO
09. cried when someone died? ya
10. laughed at someone? Yes
11. fallen for your best friend? um...ya
12. rejected someone? ya
13. used someone? not that i can remember
14. done something you regret? all too often

c u r r e n t
clothes: pizza pajamas
music: jars of clay
make-up: umm. none
annoyance: dad, school, life
smell: my room
favorite artist: for music...too many to list
desktop picture: BIYC
cd in player: josh groban
dvd in player: dunno
color of toenails: skin color

l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: Alex from my soccer team. knocked him over
hugged: ali smith
you imed: Stacey
you kissed: hannah

a r e | y o u
understanding: yes
open-minded: depends
insecure: sometimes
interesting: depends on who im talking to
hungry: not rite now
smart: no
hardworking: depends on what im working on :-P
organized: no
shy: no
bored easily: in class
angry: only at my dad
sad: yes
happy: not often enough anymore
hyper: not right now
trusting: mostly
talkative: depends who im talking to
legal: nope

w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
kill: i dont want to kill anyone
slap: my dad
get high with: no one
look like: i dont really want to look like anyone else...that would be confusing
talk to offline: a certain someone
talk to online: same person

w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
coke or pepsi: pepsi
flowers or candy: flowers
tall or short: short except for athletes

r a n d o m
in the morning i am: tired and cranky; wanting to go back to bed, but so i dont have to go through another day like the last one
love is: something worth living and waiting for
i dream about: random stuff that i usually dont remember or good memories or stuff that i would like to happen
what do you notice first: smells (i swear thats not as strange as it sounds) and eyes. eyes are pretty
last person you danced with: my sister
who makes you laugh the most: peter
who makes you smile: any of my friends (current and future) and little kids..except the bratty ones

d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: i have b4 but i dont have time anymore and it makes me depressed lol
wish you were a member of the opposite sex: nope
wish you were younger: ya. life was so much easier and more easily exiciting

n u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: about 6 too many
of continents i have lived in: 1
of TIGHT friends: about 4
of cds i own: no cds. dowloads
of scars on body: 38


i posted this a while ago...like 6 months. it was interesting to see what has changed and what hasnt over the past half year.

someone else post it with their answers so i can feel special